शून्य संवेदना

शून्य संवेदना 

कभी गूंजती थी संवेदनाओं की स्पंदन
कभी गठित थे रिश्तों के बंधन
कभी थे उन्मुक्त विचारों का आशियाँ
आह्लादित ह्रदय और पुल्कित मन

पर आज
ओढ़ रखे हैं निस्पृहता का कफ़न
लगा रखे हैं संकीर्णता के पहरे
 निस्पंद हैं भाव 

और निशब्द भावभंगिमा
चारों ओर रात्रि की घनघोर कालिमा
अब तो
नज़रें भी हैं वीरानी
जो देती हैं एक अमुक तबाही की निशानी!
क्यूँ नहीं रोए व्यथित मन!
क्यूँ सहते रहे भीतरी संताप!
क्यूँ हो गयी हैं संवेदनाएँ शून्य!

"When you choose ONLY to hurt yourself..."

"When you choose ONLY to hurt yourself..."

Being a sagacious intellect

yet suffer from neglect

acting like a layman

serving as a pawn.

Yes!you have conjectures, 

how the things gonna be

but still

choosing a journey to tyrannous path

that would left you a psychopath.

Raising your hopes

drowning your spirits,

showing your gratitude

by letting your attitude

to live in a solitude.

Stepping for one-way transaction

would lead to no satisfaction.

Holding on resentment and remorse

when no one else knows.

Lips would have parted in smile

but you were the one 

who chased the shadow in dark,

gave a trashy try

and chose to cry.

Dabbling with emotions

churned you into tears

and paralysed soul.

Your inclinations

served as a wanton destruction.

Forsook mistress empire

now

dwelt in distress shire.

Yes! you had conjectures,

how the things gonna be

but still

you chose to hurt yourself!

The Parents

The Parents

The bestowment of Almighty
reason for our existence, entity.
The one and only commanding
supreme power, 
whose virtuous love bonds has

apprehended us,

whose solicitude made us armoured 

whose sophisticated eyes 

judge our nerve impulse,

whose sovereignty 

breathe life into us,

lead to invigoration, rejuvenation.

for whom, we are everything

their life, dreams, aim, 

success, happiness.

Parents

an incessant fuel for perpetual running of 

our life engine.

The strongest and unbreakable 
relationship ever!

RAINS

RAINS

Tropospheric supersaturation

discharge the fleet of

water drops.

Gravity left them stranded

to the parched earth.

Tempting, intoxicating fragrance

replenish the synaptic cleft ach.

Mellifluous euphony of shower

put into tranquility.

Alas! a sudden tremble of

thunderstorm wildly toss

the emotional longings,

arouse torrential emotions.

Rains: so enigmatic 

drenched to the skin

but still couldn't 

content the soul.
A stark, bleak landscape inside!

Emotions: Unexpressed

Emotions: Unexpressed

Have you ever hide your emotions or feelings?

Or unable to express your feelings to someone?

What happen when emotions are unexpressed?

                 Turbulent emotions 

                      engender 

       propulsive, repulsive & attractive 

       eddy current in conductive mind.

             Create clamorous uproar.

      Scruple and jumbled emotions has

                 insulated the mind 

                        hindered 

                    the flux outflow.

             Rumbling emotion fluxes

                  try to splutter out.

          Just like tenacious sea waves

           repeatedly touch the shore.

          Similarly, emotion having its

           cognet argument with

         broca area to get recognition

                       as words.

                    But vain effort!!

                emotions didn't roll off

            unexpressed emotions led to

              persistent agony, throes...

                    create tremors!!
         ...An unseen metal tantrum...

Why we are not able to express our self? 

Are we scare of anything? oh! Really???

Heart found Love again

Heart found Love again

What if heart found love again?

What if heart stumbles in someone's love?

  Loquacious soliloquy has broken

 the taciturn of heart,

  enshrine someone's heart

   Now, 

heart starts to plunge in love waves

  find out precious pearl of thought

    & bead-on-string of love,

   create a subtle shade of memory 

       of special someone.

   Quite often,

  heart skip beats 

  while chasing the thoughts.

  Heart with visionary wings of fantasy 

     claims to legitimate authority of brain,

    break in abstinence of  lymbic system

         but, 

          vanity of brain has put shackles on the wings.

            cuz, once brain had gone through 

             melancholic distress given

          by heart. 

           Eventually, Contemptuous brain couldn't defend

             the sanctity of love, 

         oh! chastened brain.

         Whimsical heart came up with ascendancy 

              over brain,

             seafaring across the immense passion.